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| Well, I'm done with this xanga.
It got boring.
Here
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Check it out, and I will love you. | | |
| Oh my god.
Today was such a good day.
This is insane.
Just when I thought this was going to be the worst week ever, one period of my day changes everything.
It's just amazing how 50 minutes can change everything.
Greg, Jeremy and Jeff. Wow, those boys aucutally make me look forward to going to band.
I just fucking love how they can make me smile no matter what's going on. It's awesome.
I just didn't think that anything could make me this happy this week. Thank fucking God for friends in general.
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Talked to my Jonee today. Made plans for the anti-turnabout party with me, him and my Awshtin. Since none of us are going.
Really, really, really, really, really, really excited for that.
Also...
In like, late September, me and Jonee are going to try to get jobs at Six Flags!!
They hire at 15, but neither of us have a car.
Holy shit, we're going to dress up as scary Halloween people and scare and crap out of people I hate.
Perfect. | | |
| Only the insane equite pain with success.
I hate school.
We're doing fucking swimming in gym, but I had to tie my hair back and wear my glasses all day. So I'm like 100,000,000 times uglier than usual.
Lauren said I look like a Freshman.
Gah. I hate Freshman.
Well, I lied.
I hate most of them.
--edit--
You Can't Save Me
You Can't Change Me
While I'm Waiting Here To Take A Fall
&& Everything
Everything's My Fault.
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My future husband.
Napoleon Dynamite, Heck yes!
We would live in Utah, and have the ugliest kids you've ever seen. But they would be as cool as fuck.
Psh, yeah bitches, you know you're all jealous.
If I'm feeling generous I'll invite you to the wedding... maybe.
--edit--
I can't sleep. I keep having this fucking dream.
I'm crawling/walking down this long dark tunnel.
Auctually I'm not even sure if It's a tunnel, I can't see anything, but whatever. I get to the end, and I find myself hangning dead from the tree in Sandras yard.
So I get myself down and I start carrying my body to a clif and I throw it down. Then I notice a mirror to my right, and when I look at myself.
I look and feel happy.
And I've haven't felt happy in a fucking long time.
Then I wake up.
The End.
I love dreams. | | |
| I really hate listening to Vermillion Pt. 2.
Expecially before I go to bed. It makes me have these fucked up dreams.
Last night for example...
I had a dream that me and Danielle were in this church and we kept breaking into peoples offices looking for something. Eventually we got caught, and for our punishment, the Father of the church threw me off the top of the building.
But out of fucking no where comes Greg, and he saves me and pulls me back to the top of the church.
So me and him are just sitting there and we start talking about his wresting team.
Note that Greg isn't on the wrestling team. X__x
Then I wake up.
I go back to sleep and have another dream.
Me and a bunch of my friends are at a park and we're blasting Atreyu in this car that we stole. The people that we stole the car from are looking for us.
We keep trying to hide, but we couldn't.
The people we stole the car from shoot everyone dead.
Except me.
I get back into the stolen car and start driving. Then I notice there's this guy sitting in the passenger seat. He pulls out a gun and shoots me 3 times in my chest.
I don't feel anything so I keep asking him to shoot me, and he does about 10 more times. I still can't feel anything.
The only way that I know I've been shot is because I can see the 2 gallons of blood at my feet.
I eventually get pissed and shoot him. He dies.
I drive to Sandras old house and she's there sitting on her pourch. I sit down with her and we start smoking and talking about stuff.
Eventually we start talking about how neat it would be to die, so she pulls out 2 guns and 2 ropes with nuses and we go hang ourselves in the tree in her front yard.
Then we shoot each other and I finally die and I wake up.
The End.
--edit--
Bettie and me are going to turnabout. XD
...as a friend you sick minded fucks!!
^Niki thought I meant the other way. She's weird. | | |
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